Conundrum

May 15, 2008

There are times when I feel like I own the world. I would walk around with an extra spring in my steps, thinking that I am better than everyone else.

 

And then there are times when I feel desolate and pathetic. Some small event or other happens which would make me feel that I haven’t really proven myself to anyone, least of all myself. I am mediocre, yet I expect the best from myself and from everyone else. Trying to deal with the conundrum adds to the desolation.

 

This is one of those times.