I Am Not A Sheep

September 30, 2007

Marco is one of the most annoying people I know. I'm used to being right most of the time the past nineteen years. This man, however, is used to being right the past twenty-five years. It makes all the difference when the man in question is an intellectual Nazi—and no it doesn't sound as cool when you're on the receiving end of constant intellectual bullying.

 
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Ningas Cogon

September 25, 2007

So the semester is ending and I hate it. It's always the most horrible part of the year when I cram my papers like mad, and since I'm not a fan of coffee, I imagine I'm doing this gig the worse way. I haven't slept at all the other night and I'm still groggy—hello, 35 citations while my classmates just had no more than ten! Why am I OC about reading every godbegotten thing about my topic? I've been turning to food to make me feel better (read: popcorn and siomai yay). And I have a test later. Shit.

 
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A contempt for the public (Part II)

From the configuration of the new House, it seems as if everyone will still have to go on learning how to cope privately. The same elite belonging to dynastic clans are still in the same position. There are people like Aurora Congressman Juan Angara8 who, who has at last count 106 House Bills sponsored/authored under his name.9 Most of these bills are of national significance, such as bills on the increased allocation on scientific and technological activities, on the continuing education of college teachers, various agricultural and ecological concerns and others. Second District Representative Judy Syjuco10 has filed 56 bills, a majority of them also of national significance.11 If we base our evaluation solely on their prolific and nationally useful bills, then we can say that we need more congresspeople like them.

 

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A contempt for the public (Part I)

September 20, 2007

It is the barbarism of mindless profit-seeking, of getting something for almost nothing, of doing brisk business on the despair of others…it is the culture of shabbiness, of neglect, and of perpetual improvisation. It is the absolute contempt for the public..1


Every law passed by the 13th Congress of the Philippines cost P148.94 million. Only 84 bills were passed, the lowest turnout in the whole legislative history of the Philippines. To make that sinking feeling in one's stomach more pronounced, only 32 out of those 84 bills were nationally significant, the rest being infrastructure projects for the congressman's district, conversion of municipalities into cities, proclamation of new non-working holidays, franchise grants, and other laws of only local significance.2


The new 14th Congress produced by the last May elections should give us hope of a better performance than that of the last Congress, whose achievement cannot even be called mediocre but simply, for lack of a suitable politically correct term, horrible. To think that their budget cost the Filipino a pretty penny—12.5 billion pesos. We can only cringe and hope that the new congresspeople are more merciful than their predecessors because at this point, all we can reasonably ask for is mercy. Not intelligence, transparency, accountability, honesty or even civility. Just mercy.


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A Run Down

September 16, 2007

I was stunned when I realized, at the start of September, that the first semester of my junior year is ending in a month. I was looking out the window of a moving cryogenic crypt called a public bus, thinking of random, useless things when I had that epiphany. It was followed by a short burst of panic: what have I done from June to September? Then the swift answer: nothing.

 
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The Origin of Love

September 13, 2007

 

There's particular comfort in knowing that a semblance of eternity can be found in a song. It can be revived, but the original remains. You can go back to it and it wouldn't change—the meaning, the essence, whatever it stood for you when you first heard it. Eternity in a time capsule of melodies. The idea is fascinating.

 
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A Letter To Chester, My Economics Teacher

September 8, 2007

Dear Chester,

 

When I first met you last semester, I did not like you very much. In fact, I hated you. As if an 8 am class wasn't horrible enough, you waltz in Mondays and Thursdays with futile attempts to teach us Macroeconomics. I had to give it to you—you were probably the most boring person in the world. The only reason I sat down in front of you day in and day out is that I didn't want to fall asleep in your class. I might not like you then, but I felt compelled to respect you. And your goatee.

 
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What If Asymptotes Were People?

September 4, 2007

play for the goddamned emo mood.

 

What is wrong what is wrong what is wrong. I've been feeling awful lately. I feel isolated, displaced, guilty, reckless, restless, depressed—sure I know why, but feeling this way is not how I usually deal with my problems. Either I go shopping, read, blast my eardrums off with annoying punk gunk, or I just simply pretend that I have no problem. I mean, gods, a problem is just a goddamn state of mind. You get it out of there and it's as good as gone as taxes laundered into Swiss accounts or cotton candy left too long out in open air.

 
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You Are Fatter Than You Think You Are

September 2, 2007

I like my writing neat. I dislike rants, random extrapolations—generally, chaotic self-expression in words. I feel that words ought to be used just like colors in a painting. You can't just put purple in lime green just for the heck of it, wihout any regard to the innocent colors just lying about looking decent. I am aware that there is such a thing as abstract art, but even abstraction needs pre-meditated relation, that is, you plan this line and this color to connect to this other line or color in some way so the end product will look, even in chaos, harmonious. Harmony does not necessarily mean beauty, but it is one step to getting there.

 

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