Stupid Filler You’ll Be Well Off Not To Read

May 7, 2007

I don't feel like blogging today, or for the past few days. My writing juices just ran out, like that, or maybe I simply got lazy as I am wont to do. Anyway I've been living in some sort of incoherent haze lately and I don't know how I'm getting by at all. I'm sure I'm fine as there are no indications of being unfine (crying for inexplicable reasons during the most unexpected times, texting random people out of utter boredom, calling Ade while drunk on coffee just to whine for half an hour or so), but I dunno why, I dunno what the hell for. I'm just getting by. Passionless. Dumbed down by cynicism and hypocrisy.

 

So I said I was living in a haze, but how the hell did I realize that? Stupid people living in stupid hazes should not realize they're doing so or they wouldn't be living in a haze at all! Well. I got out of the stupor just some hours ago as I went out to lunch, alone. I was just tralala-ing along F. Ortigas Jr, about to cross the street to a nearby Wendy's to get my supply of lunch leaves. Well to make the short story even shorter I almost got run over by a jeep. See I told you. One of these days I'll die from some horrible vehicular accident and no one, no fucking one, can do anything about it. I wasn't paying attention to where I was going at all. I remember thinking, though, how the sun was weak and for once not as scorching as it usually is. Stupid. What a nice good bye thought. No, seriously. It is.

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